I came from the darkness, bring the lights.
I came from the messy life, want to build a wonderful world.
I came with a wounds, try to recover all the pains.
I came from the hopeless self, stand for catch all the dreams.
Here I am with all my stories.
I moved from old blog bcs there's so many sponsore and commercials item, so I want to clear that all.
Today is Saturday, 25 November 2016, 3 PM, my mom was leaving house, coz she has some business, her husband also still out of the town, my brother was not here. and it's raining. I love to play some tones. I love to getting deep with the music, no body care, and I just enjoyed it.
and yah. I just wake up from sleeping. sorry for this bare face, some tones maybe missed out, coz I just learn this tones.
I also love other title from Yiruma, it's "dream a little dream of me". but now I will play the Spring Time.
please enjoy it !
actually I played this tones for more than 5 times, sometimes stop suddenly bcs I missed the tones, someties I can't see the tones clearly and stop again. and this is the best result. wkwkwkwk !
I compresed this video size and it affect to the resolution, bcs the size is too big for blog capacity. sorry for little bad quality. 🙆🙆🙆🙆
that's the day. oh my God, I can't believe that finally I can see them directly and closely. after struggling to get the ticket, I can't wait to see them all. I told you guys, it''s so hard to get the ticket for whose not stay in Singapore. we should use Citi Bank card to get the priority purchase. this is not fear relly. lucky me, I have a good friend that with pleasure help me to buy the ticket. I know, God know me so well. He send me the angel to make it happend.
after long days waiting the concert day, finally I go to Singapore Indoor stadium. really confused for the first time coming there. but we always found a ways to stay calm. yah, start 3.30 PM the queue was open. and we waiting for almost 3 hours to get our turn to enter the stadium. I was so nervous see all of them. my heart was beating oh my Jesus. I can't believe this !
and it's our turn to enter the stadium, I can see all people with the light stick was standing there waiting for them get out to the stage. the time was running slowly I think. I can't wait for them anymore. this really happened to me. I can't believe that I am finally here, in front of this holy stage.
Fucking shit whit this situation. I can't stop screaming every time they turn on the video. they not appear yet, but my voice almost gone, because I can't stop scream.
and the time is coming. I see them stand on the stage. oh my God. they are really fucking handsome than I think all this time I can't believe that they are real man ! I can't explain more, please enjoy the video !
are you ready ??????? let's make some noise !!!!!
one thing after this concert, I damn love GD Oppa and I am being crazy with him. He really fucking handsome,, girl!! after I see him directly, I just getting shock with him. he is so cute, handsome at all and he is so awesome.
thanks Big Bang, for this awesome night. it's amazing and I love you all. 💕💗💗💗💗💗💓💋💋💋
How poor me, that I never say good bye before you left me even just a kiss. you also never told me that night, was being my last night with you.
I can't drop all my sadness in your arms anymore. I never know who's the right person to talk about this all. I don't have a figure of men, that always bring me the happines, power, spirit, and passion.
for me this is not fear...
it matters how this ends,,
cause what if I never love again.....?
I just got recover from illness that very frustased me. Sometimes i feel not sure to survive, but yah, this what i should be faced. After I lost my dad, now i tried to make sure all be fine. Even this been so messy.
May 2015 VIP room, Gleneagles hospital singapore. I can't do anything. I was only able to lie on the radiation table. This was so bad for me. Even people looking at me, they will say that i am okay, they just looking to my face. They dont know what happend in my soul. They dont know how poor me at this time. No body knows about this. I saw my grandma always crying all the night. She can't hide the sadness, she can't hold the tears and this make me feel so useless. I hate this time.
All the therapies and treatments almost done for some days. 12times I should go in and out from that machine. Sometimes really hurt, sometimes really bored . I bored to survive with this fucking life anymore. I can't make all the people cry for me. I can't let them sad looking at me.
I really want to get out from this bed. This is killing me softly.
During the recovery all people start to leaving me alone. They should be busy as always. They back to their reality. And i still here. In the bed with IV tube, fucking uniform and no make up face. This really bored time. Till the nurse come to me, she looking at me and suddenly she said "okey, from now on you will be happy, enjoy the show." She give me tv channel that show "The Heirs drama series" i know this drama was so famous, but i really dont like the drama life. This just fake story that no one can't found in the reality. It's okay, I just give up and watch the drama everyday. Sometimes i laughing and crying, I didn't realize when I started enjoying this show. I will be mad if I missed the scene. Ah, I am being crazy with this drama. Three weeks passed with this new habit.
I am being crazy with lee min ho, since I see him. I started to looking all about him.
Lee min ho was born in Seoul, 22 June 1987. He have one oldest sister. He was ambitious to be a soccer star, but fact said that he was born to be handsome boys with Charisma.
I am being crazy to looking for his album, and i know all the songs.
- my everything is the most awesome song for me.
- you and I, and I am deeply in love with this.
- travel, this always be my back song everywhere i go
- paradise in love, the beautiful song
- love hurt, this is my favorite song as soundtrack of the heirs
- extreme, hah! I see him was so extreme
- song for you, I feel like he sing for me
- stalker, this a fun music
- love motion.
Not only the songs, all the dramas I've watched!
- mackerel run, this was a funny drama for me.
- my English teacher, he look so stupid
- cuty hunter, awesome. Fucking awesome men!!!
- the heirs, for sure this drama the first time I falling in love with him
- faith, gentlemen!
- i am sam, crazy men! He act with my other boyfriend TOP
- personal taste, this look so good. He look so smart
- boys over flowers, ommo !! Curly boy !
I know this sound so offer, but he really heal me when i get the hard time. I dont know, since I saw him, all the sadness that I felt, suddenly gone.
I dont know when i got the bored time, during my recovery that frustrated me, he made it so colorful!
Thank nurse, -mand also Lee min ho oppa !!
And now, the first time I see him clearly, not on my screen, but on the stage...
January, 16 at Grand Peace Palace at Kyung Hee University in Seoul. 1st talk concer of Lee Min Ho !!!
