YIRUMA - SPRING TME

Today is Saturday, 25 November 2016, 3 PM, my mom was leaving house, coz she has some business, her husband also still out of the town, my brother was not here. and it's raining. I love to play some tones. I love to getting deep with the music, no body care, and I just enjoyed it.

and yah. I just wake up from sleeping. sorry for this bare face, some tones maybe missed out, coz I just learn this tones.


I also love other title from Yiruma, it's "dream a little dream of me". but now I will play the Spring Time.
please enjoy it !

                              

actually I played this tones for more than 5 times, sometimes stop suddenly bcs I missed the tones, someties I can't see the tones clearly and stop again. and this is the best result. wkwkwkwk !
I compresed this video size and it affect to the resolution, bcs the size is too big for blog capacity. sorry for little bad quality. 🙆🙆🙆🙆

BIG BANG MADE (VIP) TOUR SINGAPORE, OCT 2 2016

that's the day. oh my God, I can't believe that finally I can see them directly and closely. after struggling to get the ticket, I can't wait to see them all. I told you guys, it''s so hard to get the ticket for whose not stay in Singapore. we should use Citi Bank card to get the priority purchase. this is not fear relly. lucky me, I have a good friend that with pleasure help me to buy the ticket. I know, God know me so well. He send me the angel to make it happend. 

after long days waiting the concert day, finally I go to Singapore Indoor stadium. really confused for the first time coming there. but we always found a ways to stay calm. yah, start 3.30 PM the queue was open. and we waiting for almost 3 hours to get our turn to enter the stadium. I was so nervous see all of them. my heart was beating oh my Jesus. I can't believe this !

and it's our turn to enter the stadium, I can see all people with the light stick was standing there waiting for them get out to the stage. the time was running slowly I think. I can't wait for them anymore. this really happened to me. I can't believe that I am finally here, in front of this holy stage.

Fucking shit whit this situation. I can't stop screaming every time they turn on the video. they not appear yet, but my voice almost gone, because I can't stop scream.

and the time is coming. I see them stand on the stage. oh my God. they are really fucking handsome than I think all this time I can't believe that they are real man ! I can't explain more, please enjoy the video !

are you ready ??????? let's make some noise !!!!!

one thing after this concert, I damn love GD Oppa and I am being crazy with him. He really fucking handsome,, girl!! after I see him directly, I just getting shock with him. he is so cute, handsome at all and he is so awesome.

thanks Big Bang, for this awesome night. it's amazing and I love you all. 💕💗💗💗💗💗💓💋💋💋

Singapore Indoor stadium, October 02 2016.

TELL ME WHO DO I RUN TO?

A night I can't forget you and our memories.

How poor me, that I never say good bye before you left me even just a kiss. you also never told me that night, was being my last night with you.

I can't drop all my sadness in your arms anymore. I never know who's the right person to talk about this all. I don't have a figure of men, that always bring me the happines, power, spirit, and passion.

for me this is not fear...

it matters how this ends,,
cause what if I never love again.....?

Hallyu Star (LEE MIN HO)

I just got recover from illness that very frustased me. Sometimes i feel not sure to survive, but yah, this what i should be faced. After I lost my dad, now i tried to make sure all be fine. Even this been so messy.

May 2015 VIP room, Gleneagles hospital singapore. I can't do anything. I was only able to lie on the radiation table. This was so bad for me. Even people looking at me, they will say that i am okay, they just looking to my face. They dont know what happend in my soul. They dont know how poor me at this time. No body knows about this. I saw my grandma always crying all the night. She can't hide the sadness, she can't hold the tears and this make me feel so useless. I hate this time.
All the therapies and treatments almost done for some days. 12times I should go in and out from that machine. Sometimes really hurt, sometimes really bored . I bored to survive with this fucking life anymore. I can't make all the people cry for me. I can't let them sad looking at me.
I really want to get out from this bed. This is killing me softly.

During the recovery all people start to leaving me alone. They should be busy as always. They back to their reality. And i still here. In the bed with IV tube, fucking uniform and no make up face. This really bored time. Till the nurse come to me, she looking at me and suddenly she said "okey, from now on you will be happy, enjoy the show." She give me tv channel that show "The Heirs drama series" i know this drama was so famous, but i really dont like the drama life. This just fake story that no one can't found in the reality. It's okay, I just give up and watch the drama everyday. Sometimes i laughing and crying, I didn't realize when I started enjoying this show. I will be mad if I missed the scene. Ah, I am being crazy with this drama. Three weeks passed with this new habit.

I am being crazy with lee min ho, since I see him. I started to looking all about him.
Lee min ho was born in Seoul, 22 June 1987. He have one oldest sister. He was ambitious to be a soccer star, but fact said that he was born to be handsome boys with Charisma.
I am being crazy to looking for his album, and i know all the songs.
- my everything is the most awesome song for me.
- you and I, and I am deeply in love with this.
- travel, this always be my back song everywhere i go
- paradise in love, the beautiful song
- love hurt, this is my favorite song as soundtrack of the heirs
- extreme, hah! I see him was so extreme
- song for you, I feel like he sing for me
- stalker, this a fun music
- love motion.

Not only the songs, all the dramas I've watched!
- mackerel run, this was a funny drama for me.
- my English teacher, he look so stupid
- cuty hunter, awesome. Fucking awesome men!!!
- the heirs, for sure this drama the first time I falling in love with him
- faith, gentlemen!
- i am sam, crazy men! He act with my other boyfriend TOP
- personal taste, this look so good. He look so smart
- boys over flowers, ommo !! Curly boy !

I know this sound so offer, but he really heal me when i get the hard time. I dont know, since I saw him, all the sadness that I felt, suddenly gone.
I dont know when i got the bored time, during my recovery that frustrated me, he made it so colorful!
Thank nurse, -mand also Lee min ho oppa !!

And now, the first time I see him clearly, not on my screen, but on the stage...
January, 16 at Grand Peace Palace at Kyung Hee University in Seoul.

1st talk concer of Lee Min Ho !!!

FIRST QING MING FESTIVAL

this really hard for me, after he gone and leave me alone. 

I was tried to understand the fact, but I can't. I tried to let all gone but it's really hurt me sometimes. I can let myself to stay in this tears everythime I remember him. I can't lie, even I tried to show the happiness in my face. my heart can't be really.

this days 6 April 2015, I went to cemetery. usually we going together to have some prays to my Grandpa. but now i came to pray him. ah, this is really bad for me. I can't hold all my sadness even I tried to make him in peace with my life now. I won't hurt him with all my sadness, but I really can't hold it all.

I just hope that he will rest in peace in heaven now. I loved him much and I know h watching me now. he see me everytime. what i am doing, what i am thinking, i believe he know that well.

you have to know, that I miss you badly. sometimes i want to kill my self, I want to join with you there, I want to see you really. but i realize that i have so many thing to be done, to achieve. and its your words you said to me before your leaving.

I want you to see me happy, even without you all being so hard. even this world so strange for me. without you all was changed. I can't found anyone else like you. never,,,,,

I know you somewhere out there,, some where far a way...

BROKEN ANGEL

Some months just passed, she stayed in the deep wounds, and it’s really hard. she let all gone, leave her with a huge wound. She let them to winning the fight. Not because she is a weak, she just didn’t want to make so many people to be hurt. It’s enough.

I was broken heart bcs he leaved me without reason, after 4years we go and share this happines. I knew she has so many things I can't do. she is perfect and I am nothing. and I realize, that this is not a good thing to be saved. life must goes on, and this is the end of all the story and journey.

I tried to rise up, to life in a hope. But I lost my hero.

I don’t know how to tell you all. This is really hurting me. I tried to lift it up my life from all the pains. But he leaved me. The one and only man I life for..

USA, 23 March 2014 my dad was passed way because of work accident. Hard to believe this fact, but I can’t say anything when I see his body was lying in the coffin. Hard to ignore all the tears. Want to scream, but I can’t.  I really don’t know the way to control this. He just leaved me 2 months after we celebrated CNY.  He told me to be hope. But now, he really made me hopeless.

4 years old, they divorced and I live with him. He is everything to me. Even I don’t have a mother figure, but I never missed it. He is more than enough for me. He often make me laugh, he often make me feel luck, he often make me stronger.

He often learned me how to be a good man, he support all the things I do. 
once, when I just joined with a insurance agency, I was give up bcs I can't get the costumer. but he really now, how to make me on fire, and get the costumers. he give me spirit and motivation to be succesful agent. and yah, I can do all things because of him. till now, I am being unit manager, all bcs of him. he is so inspiring me, he was so awesome for me.
he often said to me, that life is not easy, but we should have a hard effort to win it all. many things he told me, many things he keep with me. I just can't let all gone now. how come this happened to him? i can't believe all of this. I just can't believe. i don't know how to through day by day without him!

Cloudy, rainy… even the sky also crying of his disappearance. I can’t stop to seeing him lying in the coffin, I just don’t want to stop. I don’t know how to crying, I don’t know the way to be sad. I’ve destroyed.

One look, dark room, meant just for you and time moved too fast……

I can hear you in the silence,

I can feel you on the way home,

I could see you with the lights out,

BANG BANG BANG

I’ll set this place on fire
To burn up your heart
I wanna make you go crazy
B.I.G Yea we bang like this, everyone together

Like you’ve been shot

BANG! BANG! BANG!
BANG! BANG! BANG!
Bang bang bang
BANG! BANG! BANG!
BANG! BANG! BANG!
Bang bang bang

Who don’t know BIG BANG? They are the most famous KPOP in the world. I know them when I was going to have church event, and some of my friend turning on their song with title “BANG BANG BANG”. I don’t know this song, and I never heard before, but this really burning the spirit. Event this is not a spiritual songs that we should listen for.

I don’t know when I start enjoying this song and falling in love with this. I asked my friend to repeat and repeated the song. Everyone are being wonder, why I am being crazy with this song. my friend turn on the other song “LIES” and this is so awesome. Damn, I can’t stop to dance and this make me so happy. I don’t know what happened, but I damn falling in love with their music.

I tried to looking for them more and more. I am being excited to know about them all.

Big Bang is a Sout Korean Boy Band formed by YG entertainment. Consisting of members 

 Birth Name: Kwon Ji Yong

Stage Name: G-Dragon

Birthday: August 18, 1988

Position: Leader, Main Rapper, Composer, Face of The Group

Height: 177 cm

Weight: 58 kg

Blood Type: A

Instagram: @xxxibgdrgn

Twitter: @ibgdrgn

He was born in Seoul, South Korea

Before his debut, he became friends with Taeyang and they were known as "GDYB" for G-Dragon and Yong Bae (Taeyang's real name)

He is a former trainee of S.M. Entertainment

He is a childhood friend of T.O.P

 Birth Name: Dong Yong Bae

Stage Name: Taeyang

Birthday: May 18, 1988

Position: Main Vocalist, Main Dancer

Height: 174 cm

Weight: 56 kg

Blood Type: AB

Instruments: Piano

Instagram: @youngbeezzy

Twitter: @Realtaeyang

He was born in Ujeongbu, Gyeonggi-do, South Korea

His stage name Taeyang means Solar

Before his debut, he became friends with G-Dragon and they were known as "GDYB" for G-Dragon and Yong Bae (Taeyang's real name)

Birth Name: Choi Seunghyun

Stage Name: T.O.P

Birthday: November 4, 1987

Position: Lead Rapper

Height: 181 cm

Weight: 65 kg

Blood Type: B

He was born in Seoul, South Korea

He is a childhood friend of G-Dragon

He was first rejected by YG because they said he was too over weight to be an idol. So he went home and lost 20 kg in 40 days.

Birth Name: Kang Daesung

Stage Name: Daesung

Birthday: April 26, 1989

Position: Lead Vocalist

Height: 178 cm

Weight: 63 kg

Blood Type: O

He was born in Incheon, South Korea

He is close friends with Gummy

Birth Name: Lee Seung Hyun

Stage Name: Seungri

Birthday: December 12, 1990

Position: Vocalist, Lead Dancer, Maknae

Height: 176 cm

Weight: 60 kg

Blood Type: A

Instagram:  @seungriseyo

Twitter: @ForvictoRi

He was born in Gwangju, South Korea

The group officially debuted on August 19, 2006. Predominantly a hip hop group, their debut was a moderate success, with their first self-titled Korean album selling 48,000 copies. Their breakthrough came with the release of their first extended play, Always (2007), which included the number one song "Lies. The song went on to top major Korean music charts for a record-breaking seven consecutive weeks, and won the group the Song of the Year award at the 9th Mnet Korean Music Festival.

Big Bang’s followed-up releases furthered their success and popularity: Hot Issue (2007) spawned the chart-topping song "Last Farewell, while Stand Up (2008) produced "Day By Day" After receiving the Artist of the Year award from the 2008 Mnet Korean Music Festival, the group expanded their endeavors to Japan, releasing both their second Korean studio-album Remember and their first Japanese album, Number 1, in the same year, and consequently winning three awards at the 9th MTV Video Music Awards Japan. They would go on to release three more Japanese studio albums: Big Bang (2009), Big Bang 2 (2011), and the Japanese studio album Alive (2012). Amidst their Japanese promotions, the members branched out to do solo activities: Taeyang and G-Dragon released solo albums, G-Dragon and T.O.P formed a sub-unit, Seungri and Daesung acted in musicals and hosted variety shows, and T.O.P went on to star in various films and television shows.

After a two-year hiatus in South Korea, Big Bang reunited in 2011 with their EP Tonight (2011). Promotions were cut short when multiple members encountered legal issues. By the end of the year, Big Bang emerged as the inaugural Best Worldwide Act winner at the 2011 MTV Europe Music Awards.Three months after their win in Europe, Big Bang released their most successful physical album, the Korean EP Alive (2012), which won them their second Artist of the Year Award at the 14th Mnet Asian Music Award. Alive became the first Korean album to chart on Billboard 200, with the group embarking on their first ever world tour that concluded in early 2013. In 2015, after a three-year hiatus, Big Bang made their highly anticipated comeback to their native country with the release of four singles, "M" "A" "D" and "E" to precede their third Korean studio album Made. Their singles were met with critical and commercial success, netting in sales of over 15 million copies throughout Asia and winning the group their third Artist of the Year Award at the 17th Mnet Asian Music Awards.

Labeled as the "Kings of K-pop" and "Nation's Boy Band," the members’ involvement in composing and producing their own music, most notably G-Dragon, has earned the group respect and praise from the music industry.  Since the release on Gaon Chart, Big Bang including solo releases has sold over 92 million records, and with the previous releases including the sales from Music Industry Association of Korea (MIAK) and The Korea Music Content Industry Association (KMCIA) they have sold over 115 million records, with over 108 million digital singles, selling an averaged 4.3 million downloads per title track and 1.5 million downloads per non-title track, and over 6.7 million albums both in Korea, Japan, and the rest of Asian continent, making them the best-selling digital group of all-time in Asia. They have won numerous awards and set several records, including the all-time best-selling artist in Cyworld, most Artist of the Year Award wins at the Mnet Asian Music Awards and the first Korean's to enter Forbes Celebrity 100. Citing their global popularity and contribution to K-pop, The Washington Post have described them as "the biggest band in Asia" and the Hollywood Reporter as "the biggest boy band in the world."

This is shit man! How awesome them and I damn love them much. But my number 1 favorite members is SEUNGRI. I know he is damn cute and smart.

I don’t know, they bring the spirit and happiness every time I listened to their music. And this make me love love and love to heard it everyday.

***********************V.I.P F.O.R.E.V.E.R************************