Some months
just passed, she stayed in the deep wounds, and it’s really hard. she let all
gone, leave her with a huge wound. She let them to winning the fight. Not because
she is a weak, she just didn’t want to make so many people to be hurt. It’s enough.
I was broken heart bcs he leaved me without reason, after 4years we go and share this happines. I knew she has so many things I can't do. she is perfect and I am nothing. and I realize, that this is not a good thing to be saved. life must goes on, and this is the end of all the story and journey.
I was broken heart bcs he leaved me without reason, after 4years we go and share this happines. I knew she has so many things I can't do. she is perfect and I am nothing. and I realize, that this is not a good thing to be saved. life must goes on, and this is the end of all the story and journey.
I tried to
rise up, to life in a hope. But I lost my hero.
I don’t know
how to tell you all. This is really hurting me. I tried to lift it up my life
from all the pains. But he leaved me. The one and only man I life for..
USA, 23 March
2014 my dad was passed way because of work accident. Hard to believe this fact,
but I can’t say anything when I see his body was lying in the coffin. Hard to
ignore all the tears. Want to scream, but I can’t. I really don’t know the way to control this. He
just leaved me 2 months after we celebrated CNY. He told me to be hope. But now, he really made
me hopeless.
4 years old,
they divorced and I live with him. He is everything to me. Even I don’t have a
mother figure, but I never missed it. He is more than enough for me. He often
make me laugh, he often make me feel luck, he often make me stronger.
He often learned me how to be a good man, he support all the things I do.
once, when I just joined with a insurance agency, I was give up bcs I can't get the costumer. but he really now, how to make me on fire, and get the costumers. he give me spirit and motivation to be succesful agent. and yah, I can do all things because of him. till now, I am being unit manager, all bcs of him. he is so inspiring me, he was so awesome for me.
he often said to me, that life is not easy, but we should have a hard effort to win it all. many things he told me, many things he keep with me. I just can't let all gone now. how come this happened to him? i can't believe all of this. I just can't believe. i don't know how to through day by day without him!
He often learned me how to be a good man, he support all the things I do.
once, when I just joined with a insurance agency, I was give up bcs I can't get the costumer. but he really now, how to make me on fire, and get the costumers. he give me spirit and motivation to be succesful agent. and yah, I can do all things because of him. till now, I am being unit manager, all bcs of him. he is so inspiring me, he was so awesome for me.
he often said to me, that life is not easy, but we should have a hard effort to win it all. many things he told me, many things he keep with me. I just can't let all gone now. how come this happened to him? i can't believe all of this. I just can't believe. i don't know how to through day by day without him!
Cloudy, rainy…
even the sky also crying of his disappearance. I can’t stop to seeing him lying
in the coffin, I just don’t want to stop. I don’t know how to crying, I don’t know
the way to be sad. I’ve destroyed.
One look,
dark room, meant just for you and time moved too fast……
I can hear you in the silence,
I can feel you on the way home,
I could see you with the lights out,
