Wednesday, November 12, 2014

BROKEN ANGEL



Some months just passed, she stayed in the deep wounds, and it’s really hard. she let all gone, leave her with a huge wound. She let them to winning the fight. Not because she is a weak, she just didn’t want to make so many people to be hurt. It’s enough.

I was broken heart bcs he leaved me without reason, after 4years we go and share this happines. I knew she has so many things I can't do. she is perfect and I am nothing. and I realize, that this is not a good thing to be saved. life must goes on, and this is the end of all the story and journey.

I tried to rise up, to life in a hope. But I lost my hero.

I don’t know how to tell you all. This is really hurting me. I tried to lift it up my life from all the pains. But he leaved me. The one and only man I life for..


USA, 23 March 2014 my dad was passed way because of work accident. Hard to believe this fact, but I can’t say anything when I see his body was lying in the coffin. Hard to ignore all the tears. Want to scream, but I can’t.  I really don’t know the way to control this. He just leaved me 2 months after we celebrated CNY.  He told me to be hope. But now, he really made me hopeless.

4 years old, they divorced and I live with him. He is everything to me. Even I don’t have a mother figure, but I never missed it. He is more than enough for me. He often make me laugh, he often make me feel luck, he often make me stronger.

He often learned me how to be a good man, he support all the things I do. 
once, when I just joined with a insurance agency, I was give up bcs I can't get the costumer. but he really now, how to make me on fire, and get the costumers. he give me spirit and motivation to be succesful agent. and yah, I can do all things because of him. till now, I am being unit manager, all bcs of him. he is so inspiring me, he was so awesome for me.
he often said to me, that life is not easy, but we should have a hard effort to win it all. many things he told me, many things he keep with me. I just can't let all gone now. how come this happened to him? i can't believe all of this. I just can't believe. i don't know how to through day by day without him!

Cloudy, rainy… even the sky also crying of his disappearance. I can’t stop to seeing him lying in the coffin, I just don’t want to stop. I don’t know how to crying, I don’t know the way to be sad. I’ve destroyed.

One look, dark room, meant just for you and time moved too fast……


I can hear you in the silence,
I can feel you on the way home,
I could see you with the lights out,



Thursday, June 12, 2014

BANG BANG BANG

I’ll set this place on fire
To burn up your heart
I wanna make you go crazy
B.I.G Yea we bang like this, everyone together
Like you’ve been shot

BANG! BANG! BANG!
BANG! BANG! BANG!
Bang bang bang
BANG! BANG! BANG!
BANG! BANG! BANG!
Bang bang bang

Who don’t know BIG BANG? They are the most famous KPOP in the world. I know them when I was going to have church event, and some of my friend turning on their song with title “BANG BANG BANG”. I don’t know this song, and I never heard before, but this really burning the spirit. Event this is not a spiritual songs that we should listen for.
I don’t know when I start enjoying this song and falling in love with this. I asked my friend to repeat and repeated the song. Everyone are being wonder, why I am being crazy with this song. my friend turn on the other song “LIES” and this is so awesome. Damn, I can’t stop to dance and this make me so happy. I don’t know what happened, but I damn falling in love with their music.
I tried to looking for them more and more. I am being excited to know about them all.
Big Bang is a Sout Korean Boy Band formed by YG entertainment. Consisting of members 

 Birth Name: Kwon Ji Yong

Stage Name: G-Dragon
Birthday: August 18, 1988
Position: Leader, Main Rapper, Composer, Face of The Group
Height: 177 cm
Weight: 58 kg
Blood Type: A
Instagram: @xxxibgdrgn
Twitter: @ibgdrgn
He was born in Seoul, South Korea
Before his debut, he became friends with Taeyang and they were known as "GDYB" for G-Dragon and Yong Bae (Taeyang's real name)
He is a former trainee of S.M. Entertainment
He is a childhood friend of T.O.P



 Birth Name: Dong Yong Bae

Stage Name: Taeyang
Birthday: May 18, 1988
Position: Main Vocalist, Main Dancer
Height: 174 cm
Weight: 56 kg
Blood Type: AB
Instruments: Piano
Instagram: @youngbeezzy
Twitter: @Realtaeyang
He was born in Ujeongbu, Gyeonggi-do, South Korea
His stage name Taeyang means Solar
Before his debut, he became friends with G-Dragon and they were known as "GDYB" for G-Dragon and Yong Bae (Taeyang's real name)



Birth Name: Choi Seunghyun

Stage Name: T.O.P
Birthday: November 4, 1987
Position: Lead Rapper
Height: 181 cm
Weight: 65 kg
Blood Type: B
He was born in Seoul, South Korea
He is a childhood friend of G-Dragon
He was first rejected by YG because they said he was too over weight to be an idol. So he went home and lost 20 kg in 40 days.



Birth Name: Kang Daesung

Stage Name: Daesung
Birthday: April 26, 1989
Position: Lead Vocalist
Height: 178 cm
Weight: 63 kg
Blood Type: O
He was born in Incheon, South Korea
He is close friends with Gummy



Birth Name: Lee Seung Hyun

Stage Name: Seungri
Birthday: December 12, 1990
Position: Vocalist, Lead Dancer, Maknae
Height: 176 cm
Weight: 60 kg
Blood Type: A
Instagram:  @seungriseyo
Twitter: @ForvictoRi
He was born in Gwangju, South Korea



The group officially debuted on August 19, 2006. Predominantly a hip hop group, their debut was a moderate success, with their first self-titled Korean album selling 48,000 copies. Their breakthrough came with the release of their first extended play, Always (2007), which included the number one song "Lies. The song went on to top major Korean music charts for a record-breaking seven consecutive weeks, and won the group the Song of the Year award at the 9th Mnet Korean Music Festival.
Big Bang’s followed-up releases furthered their success and popularity: Hot Issue (2007) spawned the chart-topping song "Last Farewell, while Stand Up (2008) produced "Day By Day" After receiving the Artist of the Year award from the 2008 Mnet Korean Music Festival, the group expanded their endeavors to Japan, releasing both their second Korean studio-album Remember and their first Japanese album, Number 1, in the same year, and consequently winning three awards at the 9th MTV Video Music Awards Japan. They would go on to release three more Japanese studio albums: Big Bang (2009), Big Bang 2 (2011), and the Japanese studio album Alive (2012). Amidst their Japanese promotions, the members branched out to do solo activities: Taeyang and G-Dragon released solo albums, G-Dragon and T.O.P formed a sub-unit, Seungri and Daesung acted in musicals and hosted variety shows, and T.O.P went on to star in various films and television shows.
After a two-year hiatus in South Korea, Big Bang reunited in 2011 with their EP Tonight (2011). Promotions were cut short when multiple members encountered legal issues. By the end of the year, Big Bang emerged as the inaugural Best Worldwide Act winner at the 2011 MTV Europe Music Awards.Three months after their win in Europe, Big Bang released their most successful physical album, the Korean EP Alive (2012), which won them their second Artist of the Year Award at the 14th Mnet Asian Music Award. Alive became the first Korean album to chart on Billboard 200, with the group embarking on their first ever world tour that concluded in early 2013. In 2015, after a three-year hiatus, Big Bang made their highly anticipated comeback to their native country with the release of four singles, "M" "A" "D" and "E" to precede their third Korean studio album Made. Their singles were met with critical and commercial success, netting in sales of over 15 million copies throughout Asia and winning the group their third Artist of the Year Award at the 17th Mnet Asian Music Awards.
Labeled as the "Kings of K-pop" and "Nation's Boy Band," the members’ involvement in composing and producing their own music, most notably G-Dragon, has earned the group respect and praise from the music industry.  Since the release on Gaon Chart, Big Bang including solo releases has sold over 92 million records, and with the previous releases including the sales from Music Industry Association of Korea (MIAK) and The Korea Music Content Industry Association (KMCIA) they have sold over 115 million records, with over 108 million digital singles, selling an averaged 4.3 million downloads per title track and 1.5 million downloads per non-title track, and over 6.7 million albums both in Korea, Japan, and the rest of Asian continent, making them the best-selling digital group of all-time in Asia. They have won numerous awards and set several records, including the all-time best-selling artist in Cyworld, most Artist of the Year Award wins at the Mnet Asian Music Awards and the first Korean's to enter Forbes Celebrity 100. Citing their global popularity and contribution to K-pop, The Washington Post have described them as "the biggest band in Asia" and the Hollywood Reporter as "the biggest boy band in the world."
This is shit man! How awesome them and I damn love them much. But my number 1 favorite members is SEUNGRI. I know he is damn cute and smart.
I don’t know, they bring the spirit and happiness every time I listened to their music. And this make me love love and love to heard it everyday.

***********************V.I.P F.O.R.E.V.E.R************************